StraightFromMyHeart

Remember you said I was the one who was wrong That our story didn't turn out to be a beautiful song Because of me your life was so hard Us as Forever was not in our fate tarot card Remember you said those words that made me cry But still I wanted to give it another try The spark and magic of our relationship were lost What was left was only icicles and frost Remember you said I caused this painful situation  All good times were just our imagination Once everything was perfect, but now it's worse You blamed me, said I was your life's curse Remember you said you finally realized your mistake But your tears of remorse turned out to be fake Your hurtful words and deeds are unforgivable This toxic relationship with you is intolerable Remember you said I should learn to forgive and forget Now the threshold is crossed, and I have no regret  A new beginning without you feels like a boon The beautiful journey of my life is going to start soon

Just a few months back they broke up in a bad way "We'll stay together", this is what they used to say He missed her so much, especially when it rained Remembering the strolls in the rain, his heart pained A misunderstanding caused their relationship to fail He told the truth, she couldn't hear it over her wail She stormed out of his life, it was not his fault Their memories were safe inside his heart's vault Days without her were like nights without the moon Every day he prayed and hoped to see her soon This separation was painful punishment for both Their forever reunion is possible with an oath  They met and smiled realizing their love was still the same Thankful and grateful as there was no blame game They missed each other, tears of joy rolled down their cheeks As every day they spent separated was like endless weeks Their teary eyes reflect true happiness, love, and devotion Ready to walk together, driven by positive motivation Their love is true and pur...

You bring sadness You cast shadow on my smile You are so negative Your existence is crime Like a hunter You wait for the moment to strike Like a killer Ready to pierce with a spike You lay the trap Of darkness and gloom You wait and watch me No escape from this room Not gonna give up Not gonna run away See you in your eyes Fight with you the best way You think am weak Your mental game is strong You think am loser But this time you are wrong Can imagine your wicked laughter Overpowering someone's mind Now see me laugh in your face As I enjoy the victory this time Feel the power of happy souls Stronger than the sun See the light in those eyes Brighter than the moon See how my beautiful smile Gives you feeling of fright Hear my melodious laughter Not sorry for your plight Like a fighter I fight To defeat  and survive You move to next target I help them to revive Time to say goodbye Rest In peace, devil Remember this beautiful soul When y...

Trust broken, Faith died Tear in eyes my heart cried A web of lies, no transparency Hidden behind mask of decency A lover with unsure feeling His lies leaves my heart bleeding When he smiles hatred ignites As if in him devil resides His cunning self now revealed Sorrow and regret, I concealed Again and again he lied Unlimited times he apologized To stay loyal he promised Every time my heart believed Seasons changed he did not Separation is best I thought Fight started within, my heart won I made a decision that was wrong Every day hoping him to be true I continued my life without clue Now, broken & confused I stand Everything is over, nothing to mend His warm smile, devil's snare His loving eyes, devil's stare Mind takes control, my heart cries No love is left , but sad smiles Said farewell, he stood still My departure was not his will I have to forgive and forget Start a new life, trust my fate

I wish I could tell you the truth But I have to hide the proof As this time is not right No strength is left to fight Fate is not on our side Silence is what I advice I know you feel the pain  I saw your tears in rain Even I feel the same way It's hard for me not to say Believe in me and my love Wait for the moment to come ...............................................When time will be ours I wish you could read my mind Realize why I was not so kind See the truth behind my silence See how I suffer in your absence World will have change of heart Our love will never fall apart For now hide what you feel Wound of separation will heal This chaos wont last forever  We'll succeed in our endeavor Believe me and my love  Wait for the winds of change ..............................................When time will be ours

As time went by.. standing here alone in this room looking out of the window at the rising moon feeling like there is only emptiness all around is pain and darkness I turn around to face all memories all that now sound like fictional  stories I close my eyes and slowly breathe laughter of past disturbing my peace as I walk around, touching the wall I hear the songs hidden in this hall even with open eyes, I see daydreams vividly Surrounded by all past memories As time went by.. the memories of laughter and pain the memories of love and disdain arrival of spring, chasing  blue  butterfly bright sun,fluffy clouds and clear blue sky gloom of  dark clouds, thunder and rain from my heart, poured out the hidden pain like change in season ,  relationship changed thorns  replaced roses, I never blamed rainbows vanished, eclipse appeared all true, beautiful feelings disappeared the  memories of  completeness and isolation the ...

walking through the woods surrounded by beauty of nature rays of sun illuminating the forest tangle of  branches creating artifacts all of a sudden everything engulfed in darkness heard hiss and howl heard crackling of twigs and dry leaves composure repossessed as visibility regained but mist formed a curtain couldn't see far beyond as I wandered only white mist I could see suddenly felt, dense mist closing in on me so close that I couldn't breathe. but then scene changed I was in the middle of ocean struggling with violent waves the sky painted greyish black soon, a wave towered over me threatening to kill me in seconds assured death stood before me next second I was underneath water astound  to see a beautiful lake surrounded by hills I was in heaven ,I thought  realty struck like lightning admiring the beauty of this place I dont know when I fell asleep events that occurred one afer another everything ,creation of my mind

~The Other Side of the coin~ What is 'not' Life?To answer this , let us see what is life with 'NO's. ~NO. Fantasies ,fairytales will NEVER come true.  .If you think ,one day ,you can  become invisible ,then you should take birth in some superhero comic book.  ~NO.There is no superman/batman/ spiderman/wolverine/etc .If you want to jump from one cliff to another. I am sorry ,you need a psychiatrist. ~ NO. There is no Cinderella/Snow white/Rapunzel/ Bella/Ariel/etc . In this world you can't  get  long and  strong   (that can be used as a rope) hair .  ~NO.There is no place like,as in ,Harry Potter /Twilight/Narnia/Lord of the rings/etc .If you are waiting for Edward to bite you so that you become a vampire .Sorry ,you have to wait for eternity. ~NO.There is no magic/spell/power/mutant/wand/etc  .If you have a stick (wand) and if you think that you can cast AVADA KEDAVRA and destroy your worst enemy . NO, nothi...

Let's try to define life.(Hmmm....It takes some time.)  Okay.For me, life is- let me expand it: L-Life I-is  F-full of E-expectations and endeavours For me life is ~time period from birth to death ~when I am writing this post i.e. NOW ~when I see God's beautiful creations ~when I breathe in some fresh air ~when I get love and care of my family ~when I share my joy and laughter with my friends ~when I cry hard and need someone to hug ~when I achieve my goals ~when I am heartbroken and defeated ~when I make some silly mistakes ~when I feel someone's pain ~when I am out of my senses etc ,etc.. Note => This is my definition .Please share your meaning  of 'LIFE' in your life.

When I was going through a rough phase When there was no one to embrace Crying for my loneliness in my solitude  Not in a state to show  fortitude ........He was there for me. Though I was the one who betrayed The love he gave me I slayed  My words cut his  heart into slices Even  when I was stuck in crisis  ........He was there for me. When I was  struggling with my life  When there was no love but strife Only my shadow disturbed my solitariness surrounded by nothing but hopelessness ............He was there for me Though I was the one who broke his heart My extreme hatred tore him apart I was the reason  why  he cried Even  when I felt I almost  died ......He was there for me When I was finding way through this maze When my mind  was in a  haze Not a single soul was ready to assist Anguish I felt was not easy to resist .......He was there for me Though I was the one who left him alone My demeanor made him so lo...