Skip to main content

As time went by..


As time went by..

standing here alone in this room
looking out of the window at the rising moon
feeling like there is only emptiness
all around is pain and darkness
I turn around to face all memories
all that now sound like fictional  stories
I close my eyes and slowly breathe
laughter of past disturbing my peace
as I walk around, touching the wall
I hear the songs hidden in this hall
even with open eyes, I see daydreams
vividly Surrounded by all past memories

As time went by..

the memories of laughter and pain
the memories of love and disdain
arrival of spring, chasing  blue  butterfly
bright sun,fluffy clouds and clear blue sky
gloom of  dark clouds, thunder and rain
from my heart, poured out the hidden pain
like change in season ,  relationship changed
thorns  replaced roses, I never blamed
rainbows vanished, eclipse appeared
all true, beautiful feelings disappeared
the  memories of  completeness and isolation
the  memories of  togetherness and separation

 As  time went by..

standing alone in darkness, moon gone
looking out at the spreading light of  dawn
existence becomes difficult with emptiness
praying for sunshine to bring brightness
wishing pictures of memories to come alive
the important reason, I can and I will survive
music of love will play someday,  sometime
I will dance to the rhythm and rhyme
breeze as fresh as dew on a rose petal
with just a touch, helps things to settle
one day the rainbow of happiness will appear
drifting away the dark clouds of sorrow forever......







Comments

Popular Posts

Looking for answers..

trying hard to breathe air around me, so thin there's a pain, in my heart but alone, I am fighting it hard.. looking up at the sky there are dark clouds, no silver line just a ray of sunshine,I wanna see It will raise hope, inside me.. finding it tough to swim  amidst high waves, there's no dry land praying for help, answers I'll find boat of peace,'ll bring rest to my mind.. searching way through dense forest thousands of path, but not the right one feels like lost forever, still there' s desire inside my heart, it's burning like fire.. trying desperately to live no matter what happens, I will dreams are  still alive, to achieve life will be, what I believe..

He was there for me

When I was going through a rough phase When there was no one to embrace Crying for my loneliness in my solitude  Not in a state to show  fortitude ........He was there for me. Though I was the one who betrayed The love he gave me I slayed  My words cut his  heart into slices Even  when I was stuck in crisis  ........He was there for me. When I was  struggling with my life  When there was no love but strife Only my shadow disturbed my solitariness surrounded by nothing but hopelessness ............He was there for me Though I was the one who broke his heart My extreme hatred tore him apart I was the reason  why  he cried Even  when I felt I almost  died ......He was there for me When I was finding way through this maze When my mind  was in a  haze Not a single soul was ready to assist Anguish I felt was not easy to resist .......He was there for me Though I was the one who left him alone My demeanor made him so lo...