StraightFromMyHeart

walking through the woods surrounded by beauty of nature rays of sun illuminating the forest tangle of  branches creating artifacts all of a sudden everything engulfed in darkness heard hiss and howl heard crackling of twigs and dry leaves composure repossessed as visibility regained but mist formed a curtain couldn't see far beyond as I wandered only white mist I could see suddenly felt, dense mist closing in on me so close that I couldn't breathe. but then scene changed I was in the middle of ocean struggling with violent waves the sky painted greyish black soon, a wave towered over me threatening to kill me in seconds assured death stood before me next second I was underneath water astound  to see a beautiful lake surrounded by hills I was in heaven ,I thought  realty struck like lightning admiring the beauty of this place I dont know when I fell asleep events that occurred one afer another everything ,creation of my mind

~The Other Side of the coin~ What is 'not' Life?To answer this , let us see what is life with 'NO's. ~NO. Fantasies ,fairytales will NEVER come true.  .If you think ,one day ,you can  become invisible ,then you should take birth in some superhero comic book.  ~NO.There is no superman/batman/ spiderman/wolverine/etc .If you want to jump from one cliff to another. I am sorry ,you need a psychiatrist. ~ NO. There is no Cinderella/Snow white/Rapunzel/ Bella/Ariel/etc . In this world you can't  get  long and  strong   (that can be used as a rope) hair .  ~NO.There is no place like,as in ,Harry Potter /Twilight/Narnia/Lord of the rings/etc .If you are waiting for Edward to bite you so that you become a vampire .Sorry ,you have to wait for eternity. ~NO.There is no magic/spell/power/mutant/wand/etc  .If you have a stick (wand) and if you think that you can cast AVADA KEDAVRA and destroy your worst enemy . NO, nothi...

Let's try to define life.(Hmmm....It takes some time.)  Okay.For me, life is- let me expand it: L-Life I-is  F-full of E-expectations and endeavours For me life is ~time period from birth to death ~when I am writing this post i.e. NOW ~when I see God's beautiful creations ~when I breathe in some fresh air ~when I get love and care of my family ~when I share my joy and laughter with my friends ~when I cry hard and need someone to hug ~when I achieve my goals ~when I am heartbroken and defeated ~when I make some silly mistakes ~when I feel someone's pain ~when I am out of my senses etc ,etc.. Note => This is my definition .Please share your meaning  of 'LIFE' in your life.

When I was going through a rough phase When there was no one to embrace Crying for my loneliness in my solitude  Not in a state to show  fortitude ........He was there for me. Though I was the one who betrayed The love he gave me I slayed  My words cut his  heart into slices Even  when I was stuck in crisis  ........He was there for me. When I was  struggling with my life  When there was no love but strife Only my shadow disturbed my solitariness surrounded by nothing but hopelessness ............He was there for me Though I was the one who broke his heart My extreme hatred tore him apart I was the reason  why  he cried Even  when I felt I almost  died ......He was there for me When I was finding way through this maze When my mind  was in a  haze Not a single soul was ready to assist Anguish I felt was not easy to resist .......He was there for me Though I was the one who left him alone My demeanor made him so lo...

Heard a bang on my window pane, Peeped out, found nothing but rain. Felt cool breeze brushed against my skin, Soon, my head started to spin. Seemed strange yet scary, Hallucinating  as I was weary. . Lights went off ,darkness prevailed, Heart started racing,'run' my mind declared. Heard footsteps approaching me, Stood frozen, I wanted to flee. Praying hard for Angels to descend, Everything is fine, I tried to pretend. Darkness seemed better than illumination, Truth was horrible, beyond my imagination. Scream escaped my lips ,I felt cold, The spirit looked deadly and bold. Just a step away  stood my death, Started praying  until my last breath.

  I can forget everything   I can forget myself     ....But I cannot forget your touch  Even when you put your hands on my throat Even when last few breaths are left   ....I swear I can't forget you     I can forget all my  memories  I can forget all my life  ....But I can't forget your name   Even when day turns night Even when ocean dries  ....I swear I can't forget you I can forget all the lovely seasons  I can forget all the beautiful colors  ....But I can't forget your breath Even when there is no hope  Even when there is nothing but emptiness  ....I swear I can't forget you I can forget all my loved ones  I can forget all the love I got from them ....But I can't forget ur face Even when only silence can be heard Even when no life survives on this earth    ....I swear I can't forget you

trying hard to breathe air around me, so thin there's a pain, in my heart but alone, I am fighting it hard.. looking up at the sky there are dark clouds, no silver line just a ray of sunshine,I wanna see It will raise hope, inside me.. finding it tough to swim  amidst high waves, there's no dry land praying for help, answers I'll find boat of peace,'ll bring rest to my mind.. searching way through dense forest thousands of path, but not the right one feels like lost forever, still there' s desire inside my heart, it's burning like fire.. trying desperately to live no matter what happens, I will dreams are  still alive, to achieve life will be, what I believe..

miles and miles  away from you, finding  hard to find  peace.. trying hard not to remember you, but memories drift in like breeze.. not a single reason I have, to blame you for this pain.. with a broken heart that I have, my eyes are about to rain.. things are not on right track, still your face dwells in my eyes.. fighting everything on this sorry track, looking for an answer with every sunrise.. life is not a beautiful fairy land, where magic can appear every time.. land of hopes maybe a dreamland, sometimes as soothing as sound of chime.. love and life ,a balance I seek, happiness will shower like shooting stars.. being with you ,a desire i seek my life will blossom like spring flowers...

Life is an examination from birth till death at every phase of  life.... every step we take being supervised.. every breath we inhale being assessed.. success and failure go hand in hand.. happiness and sadness two sides of coin.. fighting every second for survival.. struggling every day for success.. reaching the top must it is.. crossing the limits efforts it needs.. life is an examination crying hard, cursing self failure brings with it.. proud face, big smile success presents it.. with every win many friends you get.. every loss gets eyes filled with disgust .. when you reach the top they pull you down.. Stress like a whirlpool drags you inside it.. depressed desperate condition of do or die.. waiting for a silver lining in the dark cloudy sky.. life is an examination

Thunder bolt thunder clap, no dark cloud to see. . Not from starry heaven,but from fiery hell. . Not the act of righteous nature,but game of cunning man. . Duel fight war battle, destruction is the only way. . Innocence and innocent being killed, death's cold hand outstretched. . A drop of elixir not enough, a slight touch , lay dead. . Peace is jst a death away, for individual it is not for all. . Put an end to death, sow the seeds of Life.. Quench my thirst with blood, I don't wish that . . Oh people of my land , I command you . . Put your egos on pyre ,Then set it to fire . . Let the dove fly in the sky ,Let message of love travel by. . Big blast loud roar , not of a volcano . . Not from those blazing peaks , but where this devil lives . . Not by curse of god ,but by the grace of man . . Cries screams fear blood ,gruesome madness running in veins . . Guilt is not judged , cruelly death is sentenced . . Miserable stands poor life , rude death comes and slays. . Stop thi...